The day you fell asleep mum was the day my life changed forever.... My mum had gone forever,and how do I cope? I have Beth Luke and Emily.i have my partner mark ,and my sister Tracy and brother martin.and even my ex husband terry......I thankyou all for being there...but the hole in my heart will never close as my wonderful mum is not there.... But I know life has to go on,and like you said to me be strong loulou.im trying so hard mum....I love you forever and ever and miss you so so much....your loulou.xxxx